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Start Date: 02-10-2005
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Last Updated: 03-04-2005
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Adoption Community Information
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Date Posted: 02-18-2005 at 05:08 PM |
I'm tried of Josh seeming not to care I know he does he JUST don't show it well and that hurts... I want to meet more then justed a few couples and he acts like hes already made his mind up we meet 1 couple you can't just chose form that what if theres someone better for her out there what if there isn't and I don't really like any of them at all and I can't give her up well he be mad at me he doesn't really like me on here I don't know why he just don't... I've lost my HOLE famliy he has no clue how that feels nor do I think he cares... ITs no real loss they don't really care they justed want my money haha theres not much of it BUT what I have they want.... I've had people tell me on here too just look tell I find the right ones BUT I think Josh thinks that the couple we meet are the ones BUT I don't know... I'm not a very church going person BUT they are and so is his famliy and thats the only thing his mom asked for was that the baby go too a famliy that is very into church... To me its weird too be out some place and have them prey in the middle of the resont for us... My famliy don't even prey at dinner I mean I may say In my mind thinks to god but not out loud... The family that I really like Josh didn't like becouse they Were Jewish I see nothing worng with that Every Chirtion is by all counts a Jew... the only TRUE dif is they only beleave in the 1st haft of the Bible... Josh don't understand maybe IF it was a boy he would shes my little girl the thing I've wanted most of my life and I want a mom thats going too tell her that and let us watch her grow up... not just see her the 1st year or 2... I don't want her to know who I am... I mean want her to know me BUT to not right away who I am... HELL I don't even know IF I Well be able to see her I just want it to be there IF I do... I don't want it to be lemed to a couple of years... I mean I don't just want to see her I want to see the WHOLE family... I just want too be like a part of the family IF I could find a couple welling to do that It would be GREAT and I wouldn't have such a hard time with this...
Kathy |
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