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| No One Understands. |
Date Posted: 07-04-2005 at 05:47 PM |
| It doesn't matter any more. I feel hurt and betrayed by the ones that were suppose to take care of me as a child. Being an adopted kid is hard. Yes, there are alot of good times, don't get me wrong. However, there are somedays where I just feel like doing nothing and being emo. I hate the fact that she had to go. She, meaning, my birthmother. People say that babies are too stupid to remember anything. I would highly disagree with that. Babies know when their sense of security is gone, never to return. That is exactly how I felt as a infant. It only got worse as a toddler, and as the years have passed, I can't do it. I have been so open about it, and yet, it feels like a burden at times. People say that they understand, but they don't. No one can, unless, one has lived in these shoes and have walked down the path that I have. Then one can fully understand where I am coming from. |
| I'm Sorry. |
Date Posted: 10-19-2005 at 12:58 PM |
Oh my! I have not updated this journal in a long time. I am sorry for that. Things here have been so crazy. I started school back in Aug. I am going full time, plus working part time so it has been hectic. I am sorry for all the people expecting a journal entry like everyday. hehe!  For those who do not know, my adad has been battling lung cancer for the past eight months. He is fine and the tumor is gone. He is going through his final days with the chemo. I am so happy! Our family could not be happier about this. It has been a challenging road for all of us and this battle, but I have come to appriciate my parents more now then I have in the past. Their sheer will and determination has been incredible. I cannot even describe the impact that it has make on myself as well. My friends can see the difference, however, I cannot. I think that one of these days I will. For right now, we are excited about the success of the treatments and what they have done for my dad. Thank you for all of your prayers and please keep praying for us. Every little bit counts. |
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