Mood:  It has been a few days since i started reading the adoption searchbook. My husband states he is interested and supportive of my search but only as long as it doesn't take time away from him or cost us any money. What does he think? That this will be like it was with Brian. At least with Brian, Denny always knew where his son was, was sent pictures every year through his parents and Brian finally contacted him the beginning of his senior year. He didn't have to go through all the bull**** that i have with my family. i'm a bit pissed. This wasn't a miracle birth, adoption process nor will the search be and i'm pissed at the fact that i'm finding out basically that he doesn't support me. And i think our marriage is on it's last legs... |