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| Yes, I am still here.... |
Date Posted: 04-26-2005 at 08:23 AM |
| Well, your birthday came and went with the wind that blew through these west texas skies. I thought about you off and on all day. I had to keep busy or else I would be curled up in a ball crying at all the "sweet" commercials and drowning in a sea of Ben and Jerry's. I hope it was a good day for you. Chocolate cake?Cheesecake?Ice cream? Or are you part of the "carb friendly" do gooders...just kidding. I wanted to give you wish that nothing bad or mean ever happened to you. That things would go smooth for you. No heartbreak no tears of sadness or snubbing by those "perfect" people that always seems to have everything. Maybe it was just me. I don't know what to say to show you that YES I do love you and that stupid question that some people bring up.... No, you were not a "mistake" I believe that there is a reason for everything in this big ole world. FATE,*sigh* has played a major role in my life. I will answer any questions that you have for me...hard ones easy ones whatever you (hopefully) want to know about me or the BF. I daydreamed on what you might be doing.... Hopefully a big blow out fun party with lots of friends... or a coffee shop with someone special.... Crazy cool dance.... Oh, sweety, I miss you...can i say that? Do I have that right.... I am so scared that you might hate me. or be embarassed of me..... But you know what I really like me for who I am. I am addicted to tattoos and "The Blues". I wish you could have seen Stevie Ray Vaughn play, or even heard Jerry Garcia jam for hours on end. I hope music is an part of your life. It has helped me through some tough stressful times. Me and Stevie ray celebrated your b-day through endless cds and song after song,note for note,just thinking of you. I hope you had a great time and maybe a special kiss from a silly boy that makes you laugh out loud. or whatever you wished for...... I love you, I just want you to know this.... Happy Birthday, 2 more years, Sorry this didn't get in on the actual day....... Don't think for a second that you weren't thought of... because you were. |
| I am back... |
Date Posted: 03-22-2006 at 08:45 AM |
| Well, it has been a while since I last wrote. It has been a long sad strange trip.... Good things has happen and really horrible things too. I have my first home of our own. Finally after several painful and heart breaking times... WE HAVE A HOME!!!! I can't wait till we can meet and see this. Finally, I can use my creative DIY outlets on my home. I love this house. But, in waiting to move in we lost my Daddy and my sister to a car accident. The day our home was to be inspected Daddy and Steph was coming to see it and was in a car accident. I just can't believe it. This happened in August and still hurts so much. I wish you could have met them. Daddy was a character, a true blue cowboy and he had finally made fire chief. Stephy was just 21 and almost finished with college. I don't understand why these things happen. Daddy was a sweet caring person who I personally call my hero. Stephy was a crazy smart woman who,in my list of women who I look up to,was way up there. I loved them both and miss them so much. For Christmas, Jay took me to get a memorial fire chief tattoo ( Stephy's is next, not sure just yet what I want to get) it is great. I guess I am reaching out to you to let you know that time is a precious thing and all the time we are waiting to meet is really making me crazy. I hope and pray that you will actually want to meet me. Yes, the crazy tattooed lady that loves you very much. I know its been awhile since I last wrote but, you never left my thoughts,not for one minute. For every happy moment to every sad and painful moment I feel you are with me. Next month is your birthday, 2 more years, sweetheart, hang in there. I am trying to hang. I hope all of these years has been wonderful for you. Maybe, on any occasion you thought of me. Because you are always in my thoughts and dreams. Love you very much, Robyn |
| Just thinking, I hope and wish that in 7 months you will be ready... |
Date Posted: 09-25-2006 at 07:29 AM |
| It is getting close to MY favorite time of year.... HALLOWEEN! Yes, your B-mom is a fan of Halloween. I take your youngest brother trick or treating. He is in Jr. high this year and I fear that like your older brother, this too will come to an end. I was Hunter S. Thompson last year and this year I'm not sure yet...lol I wonder if you got to dress up. One year I was Ace Freeley of Kiss, another Tippy Hedgren from the "Birds",Then there was "Carrie" from the weird Steven King movie. I am really counting down the months,days hours minutes till we meet. I hope you were able to express yourself how you wanted to be. My parents were a little layed back when it came to hairstyles music and other rebellious natures. Not that they were shocked at me and the numerous hair colors and fashion statements. Your PAPA was just happy to see me when he could and just shook his head. I hope it is getting close to graduation and that you are excited on your future. You can be anything you want to be. Whatever you decide you want to do after you graduate I am behind you 100%. If I can help anyway please let me know. J'Taylor ( your youngest brother) is an animal rights activist and wants to Be a Veterarian/Bounty Hunter by night. ( I am a little worried about that but,what can you do) Robert, now 15 is very artistic and I hope he still is serious about going to Japan and be an anime artist. I had wanted to be a radio disc jockey but it is limited here in West Texas. So, I torture the neighbors with my own mood of music that day. Well, I will cut this kind of short today, this house is scary today. Time to clean and JAm. Oh, on a side note, To me it is easier to clean with the music loud! I love you sweety and I'm thinking of you today and always. Robyn |
| Okay..its been awhile... |
Date Posted: 11-21-2009 at 04:38 PM |
Mood:  Yes, I am a hidden blonde..lost all of my stuff on my computer..lost a computer..Well, sweety you are now 20. Wow, where have all the time went? I am still looking for you. I am sincerely hoping you want to find me. Your little bros are really growing up. Robert has graduated went to the navy got sent home from the navy (could not sleep so, he's home now)J'Taylor is a freshman (hates it with a passion)wants to now be Veteranarian by day Ghost Hunter by night. Also wants to go into Cryptozoology. I am okay.. a few more tattoos(your mom is a crazy loon)lol I just want you to know, I am still looking sweety..I am hoping you are too looking. Sorry its been awhile but I still haven't stopped.. Hope to find you soon. |
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