I'm not sure if you will ever be on here to read this but someone recently gave me the advice that fortune favors the bold. She feels I should make direct contact again, but I won't go back on my promise....
I want you to know that no matter what you may have to say I want to hear it. Yes I long for a joyous reunion, in person, letters, email, whatever. But if what's coming is "go away till she's 18" or "everything's fine, but we don't want you in our lives right now". Even if it's worse than that. I want to hear it. Might seem odd but rejection would be better than silence.
I want to know if she knows. I want to hear about how she feels, what she likes, the good, the bad, the petty. Everything. I'd answer any question any of you have. I don't keep many things private unless asked to do so. I wear my heart on my sleeve and even though doing so may cause it to get bruised up quite often, I feel better when people know how I feel. Please don't hold back, or base your actions on not hurting me. It's my job to help with her in any miniscule way I can. It's not your job to protect me.
Whether she knows or not, if you read this, please give her an extra long, tight sqeeze of a hug for me....
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