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Part of: blau5's Journal Waiting for a placement... |
Date Posted: 06-05-2007 at 12:24 AM Comments(0) |
| Well, we've been approved since April and we are still waiting for a placement. i thought we would get one quickly. As time passes, I begin to doubt my ability to parent. I wonder if I will be good at it. I wonder if we will have any time together as a couple after a child comes. I wonder if a 3 year old will miss their parents and not throw tantrums all the time. All the what if's keep roaming through my head making me doubt myself. I wish a child would just come already and make me stop my what-if's. Mother's Day commercials were hard to bear this year. I shed a few secretive tears that day. I also got offended at one commecial that showed only images of mothers giving birth. They should've included other ways of parenthood. The crib we bought is still in the box in the "child's" bedroom just incase we have to take it back because they are already in a bed. I bought a hockey jersey and a little jacket for a child that is yet to come. I bought some blocks and a cute book about different colored bears. I will call the social worker next week after our trip to Charleston for vacation to make sure they know we are waiting... |
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