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Part of: Mia's Daddy's Journal Wednesday, March 16, 2005 - Silver Lining |
Date Posted: 11-28-2005 at 01:45 PM Comments(0) |
| Well the past two days have been an emotional roller coaster. Tuesday Edwin went to get the papers and they told him they needed another document. The document had to come from Santa Maria, four hours away. This is the town where Mia was born. So Edwin said he was going to pick up the paper on Friday. Well I was totally upset. I was so angry at everyone and everything. I did not know what to do. I told Cody right now I could not pray because I had too many angry emotions inside and I could not let them go at that moment. Cody told me when Mia laid down to take a nap, to go and sit at the table with my Bible and notebook and test the verse, "Be still and know that I am God…" Just sit quietly and tell God that I could not talk to Him right now but that I needed Him to talk to me. I promised him I would do that. I read Psalm 46 and just sat quietly for an hour. One phrase kept running through my mind ,"I know, but do I believe? If I believe, then why do I doubt?" I talked myself through this phrase and by the end I honestly said God I need a miracle, men can do nothing but I know you can. I don't truly believe a miracle will happen but I am asking You for one. I went to try and take a nap but could not sleep, I was depressed. Marcelo called around 3:30pm and said, "Kristina, this is Marcelo. I am in PGN right now with Carlos, and Edwin. Carlos has talked to the reviewer and the reviewer said we don't need the document he requested and that he would fix everything and the papers should be ready for pick up Thursday afternoon or the latest Friday." All I could say was "Praise God" I am not too excited because I know how things change all the time, but we will stay hopeful that we will be out of PGN this Friday. Praise God!!! |
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